I couldn't pray for her not to. I couldn't do anything to prevent it. Because I don't believe in doing those things. If it is her time, then it is her time. I just don't know how to make it make sense.

*hugs* i don't know how to help people make sense of death. in situations like that, all you can do is pray for healing, whatever that may mean.

i might just be rambling. at any rate, let me know if you need hugs or atkins-friendly junk food or company, or whatever.