drydem | (no subject)

Let me clear up my enigmatic comment of earlier. Right now, I feel like the constant pressure of participating in game after game after game has made it so that I have not had a chance to connect with anyone in a non-game capacity for like a year and a half. If I can't find a way to integrate a social life in which I can make friends with the gaming that's being done then I am going to drop the gaming, because it is beginning to feel to me like an artificial social life.
When it comes down to it, I really just want to be able to have people over to my house to hang out and chat, I miss just hanging out with people as myself. It's not because I don't want to see gaming people, It's because I want to see the people, not the games.