2002-12-11

I can't say anything. I just can't. and it comes down again to the soliloquy query. afraid of saying something or afraid of not saying anything.

I wish i could sleep

I have been selfish and internal.
I have been masked by mirrors.
I have cast blame instead of healing.
I have ignored the faeries.
no longer.

I am beginning my game again. This time I will attempt to be honest with myself and to listen to the faeries when they try to tell me things.