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[drydem]

My horoscope says that "The field is wide open, and your opponents' strategy has never been more obvious. Prepare to win." This horoscope bugs me. I hate having an opponent and am not big on 'winning' but I know that I do have one and sometimes the stakes are frustratingly personal. I wish I didn't have the psychic scars left from Becki because I feel often that I have to hide them to not seem untrusting or insecure.