thanks for asking... probably not. i seem to have lost my center a bit, probably from lack of sitting of any sort. can't roll with the punches of life lately, and have been reacquainting myself with almost every problem i thought i'd worked through in undergrad. that is, other than sexual/relationship violence issues, much of my crap has resurfaced: tendencies towards crappy self-care, crappy boundaries, inability to know my limits, walking the line of self-injury (i haven't crossed it yet, though) and so on. i do have good support networks, but am not availing myself of them before i head into full-on crises, especially since some key folks are having their own, and in my estimation, bigger crises.

i need to recalibrate somehow, i think. probably could use a retreat of some sort. and for the semester to be bloody over.

if you could send healing/supportive vibes, that would be wonderful.