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I am incredibly worried about my sister and am frustrated that I may be part of the problem in terms of pressure. I worry that my sister is trying to keep up with me and that is a problem. We are two different people and I think that she thinks she's inferior to me because I am 'the smart one.' I may be better at tests and book learning than she but I am the first to say that those are not intelligence. They are idle pursuits that are really nothing more than trivial pasttimes in many cases. Education is only good for opening minds. When forced upon people it is not helpful at all. I hate society in general and I don't know what I can do to change it.