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realizations
Aug. 19th, 2003 11:36 amI have come to a few realizations about myself in the last few days and I thought I'd share them with you.
1. There is only one thing that really makes me angry. Other things may annoy me or irk me but there is only one thing that invokes my ire. When I hear about something that concerns me from a third party, it bugs me all out. When I hear things from the people involved I may get emotional, but not angry. When I heard from Becki that she cheated on me, I got quite upset(duh) but I didn't get angry because I didn't hear from a third party. It's only really when I feel that my trust has been violated that I actually get mad. I know I come off as aloof alot of the time, but I am actually quite easy to talk to.
2. The other realization is, I don't actually debauch. There is nothing that I would do under the influence that I wouldn't do out of the influence. My moral code(which is not meant to be a condemnation of anyone else's behavior, just so you know, it's not my thing but I am fine with it being other people's thing) doesn't change when doused with alcohol.
3. I am fundamentally at heart a romantic. When it comes to things like kissing and love bites and things that are signs of passionate affection, I prefer to do them seriously. I don't do anything like that lightly and while it may be a manifestation of friendship, I only kiss when I mean something by it.
1. There is only one thing that really makes me angry. Other things may annoy me or irk me but there is only one thing that invokes my ire. When I hear about something that concerns me from a third party, it bugs me all out. When I hear things from the people involved I may get emotional, but not angry. When I heard from Becki that she cheated on me, I got quite upset(duh) but I didn't get angry because I didn't hear from a third party. It's only really when I feel that my trust has been violated that I actually get mad. I know I come off as aloof alot of the time, but I am actually quite easy to talk to.
2. The other realization is, I don't actually debauch. There is nothing that I would do under the influence that I wouldn't do out of the influence. My moral code(which is not meant to be a condemnation of anyone else's behavior, just so you know, it's not my thing but I am fine with it being other people's thing) doesn't change when doused with alcohol.
3. I am fundamentally at heart a romantic. When it comes to things like kissing and love bites and things that are signs of passionate affection, I prefer to do them seriously. I don't do anything like that lightly and while it may be a manifestation of friendship, I only kiss when I mean something by it.
