Mar. 21st, 2004
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Mar. 21st, 2004 08:15 pmI'm lonely.
I spent my 26th year out of relationships. And that really depresses me. It's a frustrating vicious cycle that I'm in. I lack the confidence to approach people and ask them out, confidence which comes from feeling that people find me attractive, but the way I can acquire that confidence is by going out with people. I just hate this feeling of worthlessness. I hate this about myself.
Sigh. this sucks.
I spent my 26th year out of relationships. And that really depresses me. It's a frustrating vicious cycle that I'm in. I lack the confidence to approach people and ask them out, confidence which comes from feeling that people find me attractive, but the way I can acquire that confidence is by going out with people. I just hate this feeling of worthlessness. I hate this about myself.
Sigh. this sucks.