So, it's been a while since I said anything of substance. Or really, much of anything at all. I am standing by my statement on new years day. Fuck it all. However, as I am sober, I will attempt to explain it more thoroughly. I feel that in my life I have spent far too much time weighing consequences. I measure every possible bit of data and take far too few risks. Some of you, hell most of you have probably seen me do this. While it has led to me being quite patient in general, it has also led to me missing many opportunities and talking myself out of others. So, I have decided, fuck it all. Fuck excessive risk management. Fuck avoiding conflict. Fuck following arbitrary rules. Fuck it all. Fuck meaningless conversation. Fuck doing things merely out of "obligation". Fuck the idea of letting people treating me like I don't matter. Fuck it all. Fuck seeking approval. Fuck looking for opinions instead of trusting my intuition. Fuck prophecy and divination. Fuck it all.
So, that's it. I don't really have much else to say.
So, that's it. I don't really have much else to say.