Feb. 13th, 2003
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Feb. 13th, 2003 06:17 pmI often wonder what the hell I am doing here in Bloomington.
In fact, all the time.
I wonder why I am here in Bloomington and not in Washington, D.C. trying to work for peace organizing demonstrations or producing street theater designed to raise awareness. I have the qualifications, why am I not there.
I wonder why I am here in Bloomington and not in Chicago, living in a city where I know the landscape and can live real city life, enjoying culture and living an urban life.
I wonder why I am here in Bloomington and not in England, exploring the spiritual tug that I feel drawing me to the Island of my ancestors and to my past.
I wonder why I am here in Bloomington and not in Philadelphia, living near my family, able to visit and spend time with those that I love.
I wonder why I am here in Bloomington and not in Vancouver, BC. Living in a country I feel some kinship to and enjoying 200 days of rain every year(I love rain).
I wonder why I am here in Bloomington and not in New York or LA, trying to be an actor, trying to become famous or at least giving it a shot.
I wonder why I am here in Bloomington and not walking across Europe, learning languages as I go and spending time alone with my shoes.
I wonder this all the time. When did the center of my web become a small town in southern Indiana?
In fact, all the time.
I wonder why I am here in Bloomington and not in Washington, D.C. trying to work for peace organizing demonstrations or producing street theater designed to raise awareness. I have the qualifications, why am I not there.
I wonder why I am here in Bloomington and not in Chicago, living in a city where I know the landscape and can live real city life, enjoying culture and living an urban life.
I wonder why I am here in Bloomington and not in England, exploring the spiritual tug that I feel drawing me to the Island of my ancestors and to my past.
I wonder why I am here in Bloomington and not in Philadelphia, living near my family, able to visit and spend time with those that I love.
I wonder why I am here in Bloomington and not in Vancouver, BC. Living in a country I feel some kinship to and enjoying 200 days of rain every year(I love rain).
I wonder why I am here in Bloomington and not in New York or LA, trying to be an actor, trying to become famous or at least giving it a shot.
I wonder why I am here in Bloomington and not walking across Europe, learning languages as I go and spending time alone with my shoes.
I wonder this all the time. When did the center of my web become a small town in southern Indiana?