general frustration

[drydem]

I really wish I didn't dislike October. It has generally been a crappy month for me in past years and this one is not a big difference overall so far. I wish October and I had a better relationship because I like the fall overall. I need to get myself organized because there are so many things in my life right now that are just unsatisfying. I end up disappointing myself more often than not and that pisses me off.