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[drydem]

I am involved in a LARP run by my gf and her ex and I don't actually feel like going on Saturday. Despite sending several e-mails in response to their requests for character actions I never recieved any response while others have recieved answers and even succeeded in taking actions between the games. I don't feel like I am part of the game at all. I feel like set dressing, like they said, there would be a Ventrue Primogen but we don't actually care who it is, let's just put Ben there and ignore his attempts at actions and requests for information. I never asked for anything unreasonable or anything. I didn't ask to learn any weird disciplines or anything, I just tried to be part of the game. It's yet another blow to my ego that makes me ask myself if anyone would notice if I just never left my room.